My Diary

The most painful I experience in my teenage life is being an introverted type of girl. Because I couldn't do anything to exposed my talent and skills. All I can do is being silent, I always make my negative side win over my positive side I have. That's why I experience to bullying by anyone, when I was elementary. As I grow up and become a youth, I remember all the past that I've do. This words come to my mind, "hanggang dito na lang ba ako?" Then in our school my teachers teach me how to communicate with others, they teach me how to talk in front of many people. So I work myself and still working on it to become a better person, I learned that I don't need to be afraid in front of the people. I've seen all things that negative happened to me, and it didn't help me to develop myself. And if I'm still make my negative side win, I can't do anything and I can't achieve all my goals. But now, I can stand and talk in front of the people but I...

In our work immersion, I experience many things to do there. First day of immersion, I've met new people that we become our classmates until the immersion will end. We, the HUMSS students become the H.R (Human Resources) of Yazaki Torres together with another different school students. As an H.R we are the one who are working for the employees papers, we are the one who planned and designed our graduation place, and also we are the second hand of our teachers there. In Yazaki Torres, I experience there to attend in a seminar. I learned there about the things that needed to become a better server of a restaurants. They also make us experience what they do in Yazaki like taping and so on . In our room, they also teach us how to interview and be interviewed if your applying in a company. I also enjoyed there the free lunch and the colorful jellies. But there snacks are too expensive. In my whole work immersion, it helps me to improved also myself to become a better of me.

Omg! This week was so fuuun and touching. Monday, this day was so epic. HUMSS fam planned a surprise for me, nickole and for hazel. They act like they our preparing for our teachers birthday tomorrow, but I know that something fishy will happened today. I feel it and they are slightly obvious because of their moves. First, the others are writing a letter, so I go to them to see what they are writing but they didn't allow me to see it. I ignore that, then second our two boys classmates called me to go to com. lab with them. When we are in the com. lab, they didn't allow me to go back in science lab where my classmates are. So I started to think that they are really surprise the three of us. To be short, when they surprise us. I really didn't feel it but I'm still happy, and I am super overwhelmed of what they have done. Nickole and Hazel is the one who surprised, they cry because of happiness. They gave us a different letters from our friends, family, and so on. The thr...

A blessed and special week of mine. Wednesday, this day is my mother's birthday. It's sad I couldn't give her a present, I just did a greetings for her. But I think she have a date this day, because she didn't go to her work. Thursday and Friday, we take our third periodical exam. Saturday, it's my birthday. Yeeeey! my mother cook some food and buy me a cake. I invite some of my friends, but they didn't get to come because of their parents. My brother and sisters come to our house to celebrate my birthday. So as my grandfather, he did pray for me. My 18th birthday is just a simple celebration no gifts, no dance, no party music, no 18 roses. But the thing I want to thank God is he gave us another year to celebrate our birthday and another life to live here in the world he create.

Monday. I think my medicine is effective, because I did go to school. My whole day is fine but I'm still have a cough and cold. So, I am wearing a mask. This week, the classes are continues. Thursday, we didn't go to school but my parent's knows where am I. Fiesta in Sto.Tomas and our friend invite us to come to their house. That day, we go to place called "Peryahan" there we ride to 360 if I'm not mistaken. It's very fun but I tell to myself that I will not riding there again. I feel so scared in our seat 'cause it rotates us very fast that I almost cried and calling my mom like a child. After that, my legs are trembling and I feel dizzy. But we just laugh together with my friends talking about our face when we're in that situation.

I'm still sick today, Sunday. I didn't make to go to church 'cause I'm still not feeling well. This whole week is super tired and sleepy, because of my cold and cough I didn't get a proper sleep. Last Friday, the pastora in our school clinic advice me to get check up right away. That's why the next day, me and my sister go to alaminos for me and her baby to get check up. After check up Doctora gave me the prescription of my medicine. She advice too to me to come back again next Saturday if I'm still have a cold. And yesterday night is the start of taking my medicine.

In my second week, I just want to share the things that I do apart from studying. This week me and marian prepared something for shen's birthday on Thursday. I made a simple video for her, while marian buy some cake and balloons. We surprised our friend in Wednesday its Feb. 20, because tomorrow is Fiesta in our barangay which is I can't go to school to surprise her. So Wednesday in the morning to noon, we're all busy preparing the food and clean the tables and dishes. After that, my next days are just fine. Sunday, me and my family go to church we pray, sing, praise, worship and learn new word from God.

This week, the only thing I could remember is Thursday which was Valentine's day. Wherein many people were all busy preparing the booth, surprise and presents for their loved ones. On my way out, I had fun seeing the people carrying flowers and chocolates while thinking if someone will give me anything like that too. My Valentine's was happy even though I'm still single because my friends are with me and also my family. In our school, we had different kinds of activities like playing, taking selfies, singing in videoke, dancing, and so on. And if you will ask if what I did that day, it was just looking everywhere and having chitchat with other HUMSS students. And also, I at least did my job like catching the students and take them in the jail booth. That day for me is just a normal day but looking everywhere, spreading love and efforts made it special day. Well, my Valentine's didn't end like that. I also want to thank that person who gave me a scented flower that ...